I don't have any new pictures to post, because most of the time, we are terrible about getting our camera out, or taking it with us anywhere, so I haven't taken any since the last ones I posted. I do, however, have a lot of thoughts swirling around in my head, so I thought I would try to make some sense of them. If you don't like to bother reading novel blogs, you should skip this, sorry!
First of all, I am so excited and overwhelmed to think of moving to Kentucky and starting this new phase in our lives! This has been a dream of Lance's for so long (and naturally, I have wanted him to have his dreams come true) that it is hard to believe this day is really here. When April rolls around and nearly every dental school in the country has filled their class, you start to think it's time to move on, and prepare for round two, and then BAM!, it happens! I can't even describe how proud I am of Lance and his dedication and persistence. There were definitely times when he called and pestered the schools so much, that I got nervous he was just a nuisance, but I guess he knew what he was doing, and it was so worth it!
I have always been terrified for the day that I would have to move to a strange, big city far away from everything I know and am used to, and I can't lie, I'm scared to death. But I also have to admit, that the more I think about it, the more the excitement is building. Four years is really not that long, and I think we are truly in for an adventure of a lifetime. I'm excited to meet new people, experience new things, and challenge myself a little.
Along with being excepted, has come an incredible financial burden that I hadn't expected. Out-of-state tuition at Louisville is outrageous, and we are terrified when we think of going into debt. So, we have begun to consider something I never thought I would--the military! It was never something we even thought about it, because neither one of us was at all interested, but now that it's here, Lance is VERY interested! When he first talked to me about it, I cried, (I'm a baby, i know) but the very idea just made me cry.
As I try to keep a more open mind, I have to admit that it is a hard deal to pass up. Everything paid for, living expenses, school, the sign- on bonus, and then you owe them 4 years of your life. I don't know. I don't like the idea of living halfway across the world for 4 years, or not being able to start our lives as soon as we are done with school the way we had planned, but it also remove a lot of stress that comes with that much debt. It would undoubtedly make Lance a better dentist when the time comes to start his own practice.
If anyone is still reading at this point, I would love to know what you think. Even if you think it's crazy, I want some input and maybe another outlook will help us to make a decision. thanks for reading, although i doubt anyone has made it through.